I forgot to mention... I live in a very remote part of NC. I have placed ads in the paper and when ppl find out where I live they aren't interested in babysitting services and any CNA jobs are at least 30 miles from my home. My son gets out of school in about 2 weeks and then I will have no child care on top of everything else to even be able to look for any full time work.... it just gets worse. I am afraid everyone will think I am making exuses but this is really a very remote part of the world that I live in.

I am in a bit of a bind and could use some help. I have never used a site like this before but I thought I would give it a try. I had to go to an as needed basis at work in Feb (I am a CNA) because we had no clients close enough that I could work for with out spending more in gas that I was making. Since going on as needed I have had no work. Now our bills are severly behind and things are getting worse by the minute. Things are starting to be turned off and I have no idea how to stop the domino effect that is taking place. I have cut back on everything that I know how. My son is in pre-k and I have even had to keep him out of school some because I do not have enough gas to get him there and back. We have tapped out all of our resources. I am trying to sell Avon to make up for some of the loss of me not working right now but I can't seem to get enough customers to pay the bills. I could really use some help as bad as I hate asking. I have been in tears all evening and I don't know what else to do. I am hoping that I can find some relief here if only for 1 month to get us caught back up. If we only had $800 we would be caught back up and would ease some of the strain on my husband who is putting in overtime to try to make ends meet. Please help.